
I’m 29. Like a lot of people, it’s taken some time to find my way in life, getting over a rough background through a lot of self-reflection. A little over a year ago, I made the choice to be happy, to not drown myself in everything that coulda, shoulda been. Sometimes it’s difficult to distinguish between the pain we feel from a terrible past and the pain we feel from current, self-inflicted choices. Sometimes we don’t want to acknowledge that line.
My time to toe the line has come and I’m choosing to be happy. I’m choosing to take the steps necessary to see myself happy. Part of this was enrolling in college. Something I’ve always wanted to do, but felt I was “too old” to do. Who wants to be in college in their 30’s? Haven’t been in school for 10 years! I finally realized, though, that I can’t keep stopping myself like that. So, I’m studying to be a mechatronics engineer. First year. Maybe first of many years. I don’t know. I just know that despite the hot face I get when people ask me about my life, in the long run, I will feel good about my decision to finally pursue my own happiness.
This blog is about that– choosing happiness and robots.